For whatever reason, I’ve been led into a time of contemplating past “hardships”. Which today seem to me, like blessings. (Call me weird if you must!).
But rough roads that we successfully traverse, enable us to reach people that others can’t. Difficult paths overcome, bring rare wisdom and insight
What are your thoughts?
© 2026 – SoulSequel
25 responses to “Reaching people that others can’t”
I agree with you completely. Our hardships are what help us learn the most. They also give us the ability to extend compassion to others who have been in similar situations. They are learning processes that help us gain our wisdom credits.
You see parents who have lost children and then go out and do something helpful for other parents or kids with it. This seems the healthiest course.
I’ve been trying for awhile to get through to my brother. He says he is a Christian, yet repeatedly makes the same mistakes over and over again – not only without repentance, but without sorrow as well. He doesn’t care if or how he hurts or upsets my mom. He brought that crazy man to live in our house and didn’t consider the possible health problems it could cause mom. He treats the house like a flophouse, coming and going as he pleases. To add to these issues, he is an alcoholic and doesn’t want to get help for his addiction. His actions were among the deciding factors in coming back home. He recently was pulled over due to his drinking and driving, received a citation and wad arrested. The crazy guy bailed him out. If not for that, he’d still be incarcerated.They took his car, license. He’s trying to do community service but it’s not as if it’s going to do him no good. There are a few reasons i say this is 1) even though his lawyer advised him to do community service, he’s doing it at a place where alcohol is served. The moment the judge sees that, i don’t think the community service will count. 2)is lawyer advised him to get checked out for alcoholism (which he automatically would be found to have unless he kied his ass off to the person evaluating him) and if is determined that he is alcoholic check into a drug and alcohol abuse recovery program. He claims that it costs money. He has money and energy enough to get around by public transportation and bike, and to buy himself beer (or bum beers out of the place where he’s volunteering at) yet has no concern to do what is necessary for him to keep his freedom. The courts are not playing games here!
If he goes to prison, as this is his 3rd strike, he’ll likely get 14 years. The truth in sentencing law states he needs to serve 80%, which is 10 years. Maybe if he gets put away, he’ll be able to get the help he needs. But I know that i won’t be going to visit his, as I won’t be able to get there.
Forgiveness isn’t control over the other person. In fact it requires giving up all attempts to control them.
Whether someone is or is not a Christian is between God and their heart. In true forgiveness has to mean giving up any and all attempts to judge them.
That’s the difference between forgiveness and control fantasies over others.
I care nothing if he is a Christian or not. What I DO care about is him disrespecting mom, endangering her life. Far better not to be, and treat mom with respect and love than to do so through idiocy/ ineptitude. I might mess up many things, but even i know better than that!
Each person gets to carry their own burdens.
I’ve been told on more than one occasion that there are things one simply does not say. I am of an opinion that there are simply things that one does not do.
And these are judgements we can only rightfully apply to ourselves.
To try to hold others to our standards invites them trying to hold us to theirs.
I think I had a cold once?
Does it help you identify with the mucosal secretion of others similarly afflicted?
No. They keep repeating the episode. They deserve it.
I do not think everybody can be reached right now. I do believe that global salvation is a strong possibility, however.
I do, though, also believe that there are evil forces which need attention to work. Which is why Jesus did not hesitate from ignoring or staying away from some people and groups. Why he said to leave those who resisted the word with a sign. Why an apostle said with those who bring a false ‘good news’, to not even sit to eat with.
I do not, however, believe that any of that means there is no possibility of salvation for all.
For example, God said in Jeremiah, that regardless of his plans for destruction, he will relent if people repent. And another example is loud and clear in the salvation 9f Ninevah in Jonah.
We don’t always get to harvest what we plant or water or tend. And woe to the person who lets their preconceived notions about who is and isn’t ready keep them from doing what they’re called to do. We never know what effect the smallest word or gesture may have years down the road.
There is a point of walking away. But we tend to think were there long before God deems the time has come.
Consider the Jesus didn’t shy away from lepers or even Samaritans ( have you ever heard the likes of it??!). These were Mission fields that most people would not touch with a ten-foot pole.
I think there are a lot of “we’s” there, but situations are dynamic, and you do not know much about me nor my decisions, nor why I make them.
For instance,
“There is a point of walking away. But we tend to think were there long before God deems the time has come.”
I really can not say when I have “walked away”. In fact, as miracles and angelic visitations are common for me, I generally expect people to start to find themselves in the rabbit hole just from being around me.
IF, they are not already part of the ‘rabbit hole’, or there in the first place. Which, in my case, historically, they have been.
It is far more likely people walk away from me, thinking I am insane.
Around me, I have witnessed supernatural beings take every manner of cover and false background. It is long since the days when I struggled with the ethics of that. From drunkenness to atheists to gays to lesbians, from fornicators and prostitutes, to heroin addicts, even to atheists.
I have one angel I know very well who recently said that a woman’s mouth is not for talking.
All of that is meaningless and nonsense.
Normally, I do not even mention such absurdities, because it might just be too much for people to believe… even in a day and age where fiction and acting is all over the place, and we are all deeply accustomed to seeing all of the above not being real. Just television.
In my case, it is more akin to deep cover agents maintaining a cover. They are none of those things, and I know it is an act.
Approaching that with rigid orthodoxy, with a piece of paper in hand and a checklist, just long ago lost its’ value to me. How easy it is to dismiss people by appearances, or attempt to claim that it is okay for human actors to play roles, or human undercover agents, but these things are impossible for angels!
So, no, I do not approach people with such preconceived notions. I have no idea that someone who says or does something wrong to me may not just have some backlash happen afterwards exactly because of it. I have no idea that some doubter may not walk away and find themselves staying up at night, suddenly trapped in their own hypocrisy.
In fact, I expect such change to happen.
I do not expect to normally see the results.
Jonah had the attitude of regardless of what he said or did, Nineveh would repent. He went there with a message of certain doom hoping they would not be saved, but deep inside him he knew that it made no difference. Something about his previous training meant that if he spoke to them, they would repent, and the city would be saved.
That is what I mean by Jonah, and I certainly do believe God has done enough work in me so that change happens all around me. Like Fall follows in my footsteps, and winter is never far behind.
Conceited, or whatever, I have decades of experience in this and decades of evidence this is exactly the circumstance God has put me in.
I like “we”s because they are inclusive! And we are all essentially the same organism: just manifesting slightly differently. Hence the recognition of things beyond human norm Only God can judge what it is “exactly” like for another person. But the notion that we cannot relate to others nor they to us, is part of the isolating Lie.
I find it generally true that if we are in the Spirit it creates a zone (an outpost) of increased spiritual activity around us. And in a way I guess this makes us “special” as it is beyond normal human ability to manage the ego (the flesh) into the back seat so the Spirit can come to the fore. But the microsecond ego climbs back into the front seat we lapse back into just “the common”.
Jesus’ “special-mess” was not his focus on the powerful spiritual entities but his focus on the weak human taken captive as their plaything.
I will have to contemplate further the notion of God using rogue agents (alone working in isolation). My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.
“I find it generally true that if we are in the Spirit it creates a zone (an outpost) of increased spiritual activity around us. And in a way I guess this makes us “special” as it is beyond normal human ability to manage the ego (the flesh) into the back seat so the Spirit can come to the fore. But the microsecond ego climbs back into the front seat we lapse back into just “the common”.
Jesus’ “special-mess” was not his focus on the powerful spiritual entities but his focus on the weak human taken captive as their plaything.
I will have to contemplate further the notion of God using rogue agents (alone working in isolation). My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.”
I am really not bothered if someone sees me as egotistical, because I mention such matters, or for whatever reason. Certainly, all the really enormous and important things, aside from the terrible state of the world today and the ever looming apocalypse I do find in my own life. And not others. And even with these matters, ‘the terrible state of the world today’ and ‘the ever looming apocalypse’, well, I do see that most clearly in my own life. So, egotistical? Definitely have to be focused on the information I am privy to in my world.
I was thinking about you some of your previous responses this morning, and looked in my closet, see my wife’s thick pile of old family and personal photographs. All worn, treasured, they are covering her life, her family’s life… and it is all an illusion. I considered, I should maybe state this to you, knowing how unusual it is for human beings to find themselves in such circumstances.
On considering that, I had to recall my dad, and his huge collection of family photos. The time when he finally had them all translated into digitial, way back when I had finally gotten a facebook account running. Somewhere around that time, I “accidentally” ran into an old high school friend of mine who was able to supplement my growing festival of personal photos put online with an extremely rare copy of our yearbook, with writings there from me, and extremely rare and meaningful photos.
All of these, also, faked. I mean, unlike with my friends whose backgrounds are not real, I was there for the pictures. But, my face was altered, as was theirs. Thinking on this privately, my “best friend from high school” pointed out to me that this was the case.
Which was ironic on many levels. For one, the girl I had a crush on looked exactly like my wife of almost twenty years, talking same nose which is very specific, same eyebrows, same chin, same height, everything. Except now she is a bit older and has more weight. Different hair.
Worse, my best friend’s high school photo showed her having the exact same specific nose. Which was funny because somehow decades later, her nose became entirely larger and actually kind of malformed.
I could go on and on about how extremely alien and different my life is.
You can get caught up in the possible ego ramifications of this, and perhaps, it is difficult for me not to expect that from you. Because how could any human being here such things and either believe it, or accept it personally on their own ego level? Who is this guy? Why does he have an army of angels around him? I disagree with some of his opinions and viewpoints, and certainly I do not find anything about him worth looking up to. So, how can this be? He is, maybe an equal, probably worse. But the math of his circumstances… it is hard to say otherwise.
Human viewpoint.
But, I know you are not a normal human. So, I know, apart from my own expectations, these things actually do not affect you as they would a normal human.
Hence, I am talking. But, why?
Am I looking for some pats on the head? I am attempting even to plumb your doubts to fathom whether or not I am your equal or even better? If that is the case, I must have some pretty tremendous latent powers which I am not using. So, I do not even think in that scenario is it, “ego” — certainly, not by the ordinary definition of the word. (Which is, of course, terribad. English language remains extremely poor for these things, if only because knowledge of spiritual matters is so far from the culture which creates and sustains the language. Earth language.)
For instance, we are getting to areas where I have specifically had to custom define new meanings to old terms, often after using only the most arcane of knowledge available to human beings via the most obscure of sources and difficult of methods. Like the words “ego”, not one I typically use. But, more importantly, terms such as “the unconscious”, or “the conscious”. Where the science is deeply lacking.
Is this forced to be a long post? It is. But, the fact is, I would like to clarify some matters here, because otherwise, matters just keep getting run around in circles.
I do not think you believe me. I think you know I am telling the truth.
Momentary times of doubt aside, such as last night, when your marijuana response so threw me off… I started to think, “maybe God has actually taken a human government undercover agent, put him in my path, and at times, given him certain key things to say”. With a combination, perhaps, of where you maybe used cover expertise to throw me. Momentary times of doubt aside, like those.
So, hypothetically, though in a very different “hypothetical” “spirit” then what I was saying last night, “hypothetically”, I might think you know these things I am saying are true, and you might also know that there is a lot more I have not even said and do not say. Because the whole picture of where I am standing right now, well, it is a very, very difficult and unusual place to stand for anyone. Human being or otherwise.
God makes it easy, so I do not mean it difficult in that way.
So, now I am getting somewhere: does this mean I am looking for some whom I probably know very well to go of me, “Oh wow, you really are an unique and amazing person”? No. Because the people I know are they themselves in similar situations and have seen and heard things very far beyond what I have seen and heard. They live up in the mountains, in Shangri-la. While I live among the peasants. They live up in the penthouse suites of the highest buildings in the biggest American cities. While I live among the nameless poor.
When people speak to me about my “superpowers”, they may point out that I am relentless and extremely smart. There is this great saying in the Watchmen, by Dr Manhattan who has all the powers of a god, including the material body of one, to Ozymandias, “the smartest man on the planet” who has attempted to trick and manipulate him: “the smartest and wealthiest man on the planet is no different to me then the smartest cockroach, what is it which you can do to me?”
But the folks I deal with are individually like Dr Manhattan.
So, that is my default place. So, that is my perspective of where you are likely are, versus where I am. So, now, I am not attempting to get you to wonder at me or admire me.
I am simply not that stupid to waste my time with such useless objectives.
I am not trying to get confirmations. Like what Jear77 was saying, pointing out how someone can get stuck constantly trying to get confirmations.
(Unfortunately, it seems our communication has gotten deeply mired in numerous such misunderstandings, potential or otherwise, they simply keep coming up. Therefore, it is best, long term wise, if I get all of these gone, for good, so they do not mean it becomes useless for me to continue to try and communicate. )
I could say my motive is to try and get some answers. I can certainly point out, that I do get a rush from confirmations. I mean, but, given my situation, I am this little, powerless, entirely unknown person. In this most absurd of situations. On some levels, I certainly know nothing. What are these backgrounds, really, and who are these people, really? Who am I? What am I? Who are they, what are they? But, when I think about saying this, my mind flashes across how much I actually know and how I always act and speak as if I do not know.
I come to the conclusion, this is then just basic socialization for me. Seeing who I am by socializing with others who know me, and seeing who they are. That is basic socialization. You see who the other person is when you communicate with them, and enjoy it, and they do them same in reverse. It is on such a level not unlike playing tennis or chess.
I play most things by my own self, and often have little desire to socialize… but, I do get far most out of socialization, like any “normal” person. For instance in Warcraft, I spend a lot of time playing against effectively virtual robots. But, the reason I stick to the game is for the times when I can really play against virtual robots and other players with players. Real people behind those false personas, “avatars”, of gnomes and shamans, warriors and paladins, mages and warlocks, alike.
As for who I am, no, I do not worship any of these folks, even if I may see them as angels of God.
Typically, the term we use is “our team”.
Jesus, you might recall, introduced himself again to the Apostle John on the Island of Patmos as a few things…. both in what he said and in what he showed in his transfigured form. Which is as close to his real form as human beings can see. And extra meaningful here, because John was witness to Jesus personally, and previously identified and saw Jesus in exactly that very form when Jesus showed it on the Mount of Olives.
“12 I turned around to see the voice that was speaking to me. And when I turned I saw seven golden lampstands, 13 and among the lampstands was someone like a son of man,[d] dressed in a robe reaching down to his feet and with a golden sash around his chest. 14 The hair on his head was white like wool, as white as snow, and his eyes were like blazing fire. 15 His feet were like bronze glowing in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of rushing waters. 16 In his right hand he held seven stars, and coming out of his mouth was a sharp, double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance.”
I can point out that the seven stars and the seven lampstands are actually the very same beings.
We saw this before, back in Zechariah. Gloomy, serious, booming, authoritative voice, “These men before you are Signs of Things to Come”.
What manner of important revelation is that? Considering even further the context, the Bible, a book of prophecy, yet, in the entire book only this is marked out as “signs of things to come”. The context is far, far more serious then any of that, though, alone. As the representation was of Joshua, the High Priest, at the time of the rebuilding of the Temple. Coming back from Babylon.
Where, Joshua and Jesus are the same names. Though, we can also infer this because of the context of the timing and place of the …
You get what I am saying and probably know these verses well, better even then I do.
Point is that one of the clearest end times pictures we have of Jesus is as the returning High Priest with a “stone” before him, with seven facets which represent seven “men”.
“Stone”, here, as in Revelation, means something immovable. So, confirmation, no confirmation, whatever happens, it is written in stone, as they say.
And when asked about who these seven are, it is noted they are “The” “Seven Spirits of God”. Which seems to indicate some manner of celestial being even above ordinary angels. If we equate their being with the seven churches in some way, this also means that their beings are some how found through out the church.
If this is under question, no, I do not believe they are actually with any fault.
Which sidesteps what otherwise would be a very pointless series of conversations, that probably would not even happen, due to your time and energy constraints, or whatever it is one wishes to say to give a true enough explanation that does not involve a massive book.
Many of those matters can be more simply solved simply by painting it with the Gordian Knot solution. God is one.
So, yes, Jesus is presented for explanation purposes in such a deeply powerful and key verse relating to the all important universal meaning of all existence there as being a person who has seven people standing before him.
And likewise, in both word and view, he is represented in Revelation as a key attribute as being those seven around him.
So, I disagree that these things are not noteworthy. Critical caveat! I am not saying I am Jesus, I am not saying I am anywhere with these things. Perhaps, I am saying these things are important attributes of who I am as a person, yes. And so we complete that circle with “ordinary socialization”… but…
Fact is, I deal with these matters all day long, all night, all the time. And I can never ever say them.
That is, I will state unequivocally, dangerous and bad for me.
One can then call it a form of “venting”, or of me taking the rare opportunity to simply say outloud some of the bigger secrets I am forced to live with. Somewhere. Somehow.
Where my life is so full of secrets, if it were a tower, it would be well past Pluto by now.
Good, bad… on keeping secrets or not, human beings are certainly strained by keeping secrets, which, while maybe miniscule and not noteworthy even to many who are not in my circumstances… in my circumstances, they are relatively fantastically huge. Like I am an insect, and my secrets are the size of full grown people.
An unusually apt and nearly correct metaphor.
Secrets strain on people.
I look out in the world, and that does effect my perception of their magnitude. All these problems, great and small. All this traffic. The whole world buzzing so loudly like bees, where is the honey? All buzzing over the honey. Donald Trump. Planning trips to Mars. The Middle East. Isis. Kardashians and the size of their butts. Billionares and technology. Blah, blah, blah. In comparison, these matters…. it is an unspeakable comparison.
So, maybe that’s all this is.
A finger in the dike of my “madness”.
I am not mad, but these things are light years beyond mad by modern language standards.
In context with this post? Well, go figure.
My context does play into my reactions to situations. My context can not be thrown out as if it does not exist, so that the context of ordinary human beings in ordinary contexts can somehow be fit on me!
That is breaking the dam. That is saying that the equivalent of madness, of bringing something billions of years in earth’s future here to the present and making it fit in perfectly well, that this is something that is a necessity. That it works.
I am certainly very normal. I am even of low standards. This is my idea of a good day for me. I am blabbing about these matters, and do not feel it is incomprehensible madness that on hearing might actually ultimately destroy a person. This is what I call, colloquialially, “pleasantly engaging on philosophy discussions online”.
But the main drivers of my good day tend to be simple things: having a good new show to binge on. Being in a good place in a video game I am playing, and having good, fun things to do there. Having some of my favorite foods and drinks standing by. Maybe, taking a bath, and having a good book on standby.
This is my life, personally, all I want is for it to continue like this forever.
I do not even think in terms like “oh I want to become world famous and a leader who is loved and feared by all”. I mean, I have considered such things, and it is in comparison to this daily life not worth consideration. The level of terribleness that would be for me is immediately present. It is deeply far from my current life.
I do believe I have influence in many global affairs. I believe I have a lot of power. But, with precious obscurity. Obscurity is as precious to me as my finest treasures I hold.
Only now and hear is this really going anywhere.
I am aware there are circumstances where I would be deeply displeased with my current state of deep obscurity. Of invisibility, of stealth.
I am aware that there are some who might see that and wish to exploit that in order to manipulate me to do things.
Conversely, I certainly have plumbed many different depths of fantasies. I can entirely relate I am normal in these regards. But the reality is, such absurd fantasies, while might please me in some ways, ultimately, in real life, would not really work out for sustaining good. For instance, such as having a billion dollars, or a harem of beautiful women. Right now, I would love to have a big book of LSD to use here and there, but for whatever reason, God rarely opens that door for me. And probably best I did not have an endless supply.
I can not deal with more then a handful of people, who can? As for me, ego wise, speaking of, there could be many “me’s” out there. I am not the only person who is “me”. I am spiritually connected to them. Many ‘me’s’ with many sevens? Or eights or nines or fives?
All that aside, that also could go into some useless direction.
But, to be clear, on another matter, no, I do not think my primary and strongest motives are to seek my own honor and glorify my own self. Nor to glorify the beings and machines, around me. Really, I can just say this in so many ways. Yes, The City is what I live for. Yes, the problems of the world concern me; and even go so far as to say “I seek to glorify God”. Though, I view God as already the God of glory, the problem is human beings on planet earth do not see God as I do.
I would like, very terribly, for the entire world to see God as I see God. It is quite simple.
Around me, I can certainly speak of God’s glory in terms of vast and amazing machines and beings, of incredible complexes, and even a City. Of secrets as if billions of years in human kind future already here. And… entirely… invisible. But for the distant glimmers folks get from fictional representations.
And from unnerving current events here and there.
I am capable of jealousy. There may be many I view as my own self, but I am also my own self. But, God is not the sort to give people such amazing challenges and then have all that remain hidden forever. That is the core of that concern. And what great secrets are hidden now? Ultimately, it is all about the great glory of God.
Like the Joker in Batman explaining that his needs are simple, as he burns up mountains of money he bothered to rob with unique skills only he could pull off, that it is all as well as burned, because his needs are cheap and simple, such matters as dynamite and guns.
I love my people around me. I like my unique tv shows. I like my video game. I like my jobs allow me to focus on the deeply heavy spiritual matters, instead of the extremely painful mundane and passing ones which exacerbate my condition of being “unable to live” in this world. Normally. As it is.
What I long for, what I work for, what I live for… is that the whole world knows the glory of God. I state this not as empty boasts nor to praise my own virtue. I can trivially consider how easy it is for me to recall my week at times where I have puked or had diarrhea, or felt I wanted some sexual luxury. How I detest plain water and bread, but love the small delicacies of things like soft drinks and cheddar cheese and onion on nachos, with a good many hours of a truly enjoyable television show before me.
I am human, mortal, frail, small, in the worst of circumstances comparative to celestial beings, and everyday have this or that selfish desire. I am aware of these things.
I am also aware my virtuous desires are spiritual, of Heaven, given to me, and invariably demanding by the very same circumstances given to me.
In my exact situation, who would not go crazy wanting the whole world to know what is really going on? Especially when day and night, all there is, is a showing of ignorance. Of distance. Like I am here, far beyond the stars, and they are way across the universe. All of these terrific things I have and know, they have opinions on. Strong opinions. And ignorance which is incomprehensible.
Someone “like” Jeer is a good example, or whatever “atheist”. But, how many are there, and in how many forms? How convicted they are of how I do not exist and how my world does not exist, how my God does not exist, nor any of my friends. How so much they and their whole world know! About how my world is imaginary, and worse. A sick fiction, a poison of human kind.
In context, of what? How about the Inquisition? Not very long ago. Communist Soviet Union, and all the world’s Communists and Nazis, and all their genocides against those of God, be they Jews or Christians. How about, all of the glory of this very glorious modern world, and how they do not see it is ramped up. Far beyond what is mortally possible, because pouring into it is as the blood of the martyrs? The very martyrs. And they have gone mad on her drink? I mean, searching for words, I have to come back to that. America, the whole world, is as Babylon, the great and destestable whore, literally drunk on the blood of the martyrs… while they are alive, and living with the horrible and constant prayer, for God’s action, which God puts them off!
That is literally the sort of pressure I have going on here. Where, to even go further in that context, they are “in” the very real Holy of Holies.
I try and not freak out. I try and maintain. I try and enjoy the simple things under tremendous stress, aware of my own limitations.
Long post. But, hopefully, this should clear up some matters.
I would not be in the least surprised if the reading of this does not even influence global end times events.
So, I do bother to make it, despite many protestations.
“I find it generally true that if we are in the Spirit it creates a zone (an outpost) of increased spiritual activity around us. And in a way I guess this makes us “special” as it is beyond normal human ability to manage the ego (the flesh) into the back seat so the Spirit can come to the fore. But the microsecond ego climbs back into the front seat we lapse back into just “the common”.
Jesus’ “special-mess” was not his focus on the powerful spiritual entities but his focus on the weak human taken captive as their plaything.
I will have to contemplate further the notion of God using rogue agents (alone working in isolation). My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.”
I ended up addressing my more “serious” concern about what is being possibly said here in the book length post I just finished.
That one covers pretty much all of the “this is not what I mean” points, where I think there have, remarkably, and quite oddly, considering the circumstances at the very least the impression to me, very many.
Though ‘who can know one’s own heart, deceptive above all things’… maybe you can find some correction for me in those things.
I do very, very much to try and get there, to real self-honesty and real knowledge.
Certainly, a major cheat is being able to have someone else who can possibly understand my circumstances provide their differing perspective.
Unfortunately my phone crashed on that book length response. I’ll have to look it up again when I get to lambaste line with my computer out: probably my next reset. ( which is who knows when!) But you deserve a shout-out for a very “novel” response!
I would be honored to serve in that role as friend and brother. But they would be in the form of concerns and invites to consider things. And the reciprocal is always welcomed.
I don’t think that’s a cheat to have someone like this. I think it’s the way God intended fellowship to work.
“I would be honored to serve in that role as friend and brother. But they would be in the form of concerns and invites to consider things. And the reciprocal is always welcomed.”
“I don’t think that’s a cheat to have someone like this. I think it’s the way God intended fellowship to work.”
I think, six months now, that is at the end of the line. I do not think you are capable of understanding and so believing my circumstances.
I really was not, and still am not persuaded, that you are literally some guy who is literally a truck driver. This is my change of attitude here. You are claiming you are, and that you believe if you were not you would: ‘have no integrity’, ‘be playing games’, ‘not be showing your true self’, and ‘wearing masks’.
I would have far more confidence if you were just direct, instead of speaking from a mealy mouth. Are you literally a human being and not a angel? Yes or no?
If you are a human being then this is all screwed up. I can not be entirely sure just from talking to you, it is at the juncture that my confidence is so low, I need to confirm this.
If you are a human being, then here is the quite massive problem here:
I have been telling you things that are way, way bigger then what you have ever dealt with or even imagined before. These matters are way bigger then anything which has ever happened on planet earth, excepting the ministry and crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus Christ. This is directly related to that. It is the Second Coming.
You are either a raven or a dove.
Noah sent out a raven, it did not come back. The water was not down yet. He sent out later the dove, it came back. The water was down.
This is not about me.
I will be blunt, the idea that they or myself is “rogue” or anything like that is tunnelvision and misses everything. If you were able to start to understand and so start to believe what I am saying, then you could be pulled in. Literally. We, they, are everywhere. They can be anywhere. They already are. And they can reveal themselves at anytime. Anywhere. Wilds of Canada as accessible as New York City shopping malls.
But, is any human on the face of the planet capable of even going, “maybe he is telling the truth”? Right now? I do not think so.
I do not think you can ever once seriously think to yourself, “Wait a minute here. What is this guy saying to me? Who is he? Is he maybe not even a human being? What is he telling me? Is this actually some kind of scam? Or lie? Maybe he is telling the truth and has the decades of interaction and evidence he claims?”
Seems easy to me. Just for someone to be honest and brave and dare to start to consider that maybe this person on the internet you are talking to is not lying through his teeth to you.
But, the problem is, I have little confidence in your capability to do this. God can not even show you evidence until you are able to at least consider that maybe I am not lying, and maybe though it is so easy to dismiss me by you considering “he said this” or “he said that”, then you continue to remain blind.
I am not wearing a mask. I am not playing games. I am always who I am, and I do not change. I am a complex, dynamic person, and you can never see all of me at any one time. You do not know me. You have little knowledge about me or my past. Much of that is because it is easier for you to accept that I am a bad source and therefore doubt all I say, then to have an open heart and mind and consider that maybe your judgments are premature and … wrong.
People believe what they want to believe based on their preferences, this is why they can not know the truth. Inviolable fact.
The army is on the ground and working. The end of the age is upon the world.
I am not some Other, and frankly, even if you were ever able to consider what I have been saying, you probably would never see me again, anyway. Because, very, very far, lol, from this weird, troubling comment you made about “rogue”, lol… oh no. Way, way off. This is huge. There are more with us then there are against us.
Are your circumstances part of the Salvation message??
If not then stop acting like people need to believe them in order to be saved. ( an angel told me to tell you that)
“Are your circumstances part of the Salvation message??
If not then stop acting like people need to believe them in order to be saved. ( an angel told me to tell you that)”
Ah, perfect case in point, in what I was just responding to you.
You need to find some reason to dismiss me, so you can explain to your self why you dismiss what I am saying.
But, the problem is, it is insanity. It does not look like it, but it is. Because I am real, and a good person, and what I talk about is real. Maybe not the best at describing everything… but what happened happened. What is happening is happening. Barring any misinterpretation from me.
As for reward, this is above and beyond. Obviously (to me anyway), if you were able to even begin to start to believe me, then you would have your faith expand, your mind open, widen: then, you could safely have similar experiences.
Say, dogs were really androids. They are so sophisticated of androids that anytime a doctor cuts them up or someone sees their innards, that this is a holographic image of technology which actually appears as real as anything else. But the real body has vanished, in the case of the dog dying.
As it is nanobots so they just disappear.
Quantum leap into the universe from which they came.
Now, that is so far beyond normal, it would be deemed as fantastically impossible. But if someone was told of it and could sit and think, “hrrm, maybe that it real”, even if also left with, “well maybe so, maybe not, but it is possible, I can not rule it out, but I can not really fully and deeply believe without more information”….
Then, when they are shown a talking dog that changes into, say, a human looking android form, they are not completely taken off guard and just go into a catatonic state of shock.
No, instead they are certainly amazed, but they were warned about it, and even can be rewarded, for they did consider it possible.
Whereas, someone else could have angrily and strongly dismissed the very possibility, and then, when shown the same evidence, just drop down and die in shock and embarrassment.
So. More like that.
Only, in the former case, then, that person could suddenly find themselves around a lot of transformers who hide as ordinary people. And so, suddenly, find themselves in a magical new world. Now they are the ones with the strange tale to tell.
A question then: if I’m so driven to just dismiss you why am I offering you so many chances to think and share and examine: things that you are calling “vague”? I’m not telling you “yes” or “no”; “good” or “evil”; “validated” or “un-validated” (mainly, because that’s not my job unless I receive specific authorization)
We are fellow-explorers, and I’m just bearing valid witness to where I’ve been led on my journey. I speak mostly of the One leading; and less about those who faithfully transmitted messages that belonged to the wisdom of The One.
That particular response was a tricky one. There was the very strong urge to share it as presented, but not for any need of my own. I was almost immediately concerned that it was too harsh and wanted to amend it; but the site “glitched” and 10-minute edit feature was “unavailable”. “Someone” . . . didn’t want me second-guessing or changing what was offered. I questioned “my authority” to say that. The spiritual reality was that in removing all possibility of amending it, I was told to “Leave it be and see where it leads”.
I’ve seen the Spirit work in this way enough times that I simply count it as one of the ways God works.
I don’t “need” to gain or extract anything from you because everything I need comes from the Spirit of Christ. So I don’t enter that mode of “game-play”. (unless I am REALLY stressed — which is why I tell you when the pressures of the day might be affecting my responses).
But I don’t for a moment discount that YOUR valid witness of where God had taken you cannot transmit His wisdom. Indeed, I learn much from what you offer.
But when our networks or our dispensations become a louder message than The One who governs all networks and dispensations . . . our eyes have strayed.
“I don’t “need” to gain or extract anything from you because everything I need comes from the Spirit of Christ. “, and etc.
I am not saying you do. Also, while I was not specific about this, and do not need to go look at what I wrote, I was, again, not stating I was saying anything salvation focused. Far less that there was something I might have said which you needed to hear.
An angel does not emphasize some statements I make to you. It is to me.
And it is not, lol, an angel. It is God.
It has nothing to do with you.
You are also overestimating your own message you received, or misdirecting it. Thinking you might have something of grand importance to me, just as you seemed to think I was thinking the very same way, lol. I do not…
My message may be important to you personally. I do not know. It would seem like a guy with experience starting and so probably effectively managing a large online forum (usenet group, whatever) would have the confidence and experience to again get involved in some mass communication and efforts, would it not?
You also do show inherent spirituality. Awareness. So, for instance, you can recognize what others might chalk up as mere mechanical mistakes as the hand of God.
But, my default expectation here is nada, nothing. I get feedback and cynicism often helps me refine my approaches. It could very well, someday, God will actually have me use all of this extensive training for doing something. If, of course, God does not do something like just call me home and all of this go somewhere post-mortem. As it stands I have a vast maze and legacy online and in real life, albeit via hundreds, thousands, of names.
This is unlikely.
I mean, I don’t even seem to be aging, and the amount of work behind training me is absurd. It is also something – I did get a knock here, which means this is very true – which gives me a special kind of faith. That may seem odd to say, but some have faith for allowing some thing, some have faith for allowing another thing. I have a special trained faith for allowing some very powerful things to happen to change things.
That is about me. What about you.
I have no idea. God could possibly call you home anyday. I am not entirely so sure you are not some entirely false persona created and being used here by an angel, for me to practice off of, or get even further training. Albeit, it is true, a real human being could give similar results, though I wonder what real human beings can handle.
As for your more “harsh” response, it is more honest, so I certainly prefer to try and be as real and true to your heart then not.
It is hard to work with distant vagueness.
Like in good sales, you can never sell even the best and most valuable of products, if the potential customer refuses to tell you their problems with it.
Once the sales person can get the rebuttals, then they can explain and rebut them. Or, maybe, sometimes just go, “uh, good point”.
Anyway, as for getting at me, or talking about large components of the unique situation I am dealing with, I recognize these statements as the sorts of things I have been through my own self.
You look for something to explain everything away.
One of the more challenging situations I had was with that angel who posed as a drunken, kind of backwoods cowboy, like I have said. At the time, I was very deep in orthodoxy, though I was more the laid back way I am now as a younger man. The traditionalism and orthodoxy seeped in after reading the Law, and being exposed to modern groups and teachings, as well as older ones.
For years this was a great struggle for me. He did, at the end, simply declare he was an angel.
But, he seriously drank with me, I mean we had knock down, drag out vodka drinking craziness (despite that previous to this I lived as a monk, and afterwards, too).
Reality was, he confronted me on a number of things and in some ways showed more power and authority then I had. Maybe some of these things I did not want to believe. But, whatever the case, I had a verse that “make no mistake no drunkard is of the Kingdom”, as you can remind yourself of the checklist “do not do”, “those who speak so much of their experiences and of angels, are unspiritual and trying to get you to worship them”. Paraphrasing.
Even after I ran into him years later, in various new incarnations, in many ways, totally different, did I even start to truly struggle again. At one juncture I considered strongly he must have been a family member I knew, in disguise. That all of this was human intelligence stuff, that they simply had some incredible system of disguise.
And so on.
I have said all of this before. You seem to be walking the same path I was walking.
But, on the other hand, this level of thing people need to see and have hard evidence to believe.
On your argument that regardless of how massive, strange, organized all of this is… that it is irrelevant to everyone else, is patently absurd. But, it was patently absurd for me to take these folks as human intelligence agents, even though this was part of the metaphor used with me.
None of this truly gives me accurate feedback. For all I still know, maybe all human Christians such as myself are simultaneously going through the very same thing. Though, I no longer find this very compelling or believable.
What this is, is the tip of a mountain appearing from under a world covered by water.
What this is, is you stumbling across a spy who is part of a vast organization bent on changing the entire landscape of the earth and destroying the power system of the nations.
This is the surfacing of the rapture and of the Kingdom Come.
Unfortunately, time scale is at play here. So, it could be I stay in this very life forever. This could go on in the midst of the world without end. I even have some poems and short stories I wrote about that. It is not like popular culture alone has not considered secret cultures existing with secret immortals among us.
” Far less that there was something I might have said which you needed to hear.”
This I can affirm!
My mistake on the other. It did seem like you were asserting that if I did not “believe in you” this was proof the Spirit was absent.
“It has nothing to do with you”
“My message may be important to you personally. I do not know.
(running short of time at this point). Spiritual exercise is of the spirit, not the flesh. If we boast it is “of us” (or about us), we essentially show the Spirit the door.
“You are also overestimating your own message you received, or misdirecting it. Thinking you might have something of grand importance to me, just as you seemed to think I was thinking the very same way, lol. I do not…”
If we limit ourselves to “bearing witness” and this for God’s greater glory, I don’t think we can overestimate — again, unless it becomes boasting for sake of ego. (But then we’re just “bearing witness” for ourselves!)
“It would seem like a guy with experience starting and so probably effectively managing a large online forum (usenet group, whatever) would have the confidence and experience to again get involved in some mass communication and efforts, would it not?”
In the model of Jesus: He spoke to the masses — but had His focus in, and His greatest thankfulness, for the 12.
Sorry, but duty calls.
“This I can affirm!
My mistake on the other. It did seem like you were asserting that if I did not “believe in you” this was proof the Spirit was absent.”
No…
As I am a stranger usually in my dealings with people, I am almost invariably afforded respect. Even in person, I do not come off as someone I am not, but someone that I am. To some degree.
But no, people can not accept such improbable and outlandish, far fetched matters. There are levels of what is impossible, and this is on the highest level of impossible I have ever heard of. Literally, all hollywood movies are far, far below in comparison.
I would, then, try and explain this stuff via scripts or books, but I keep looking and seeing it echoed in fictional media.
THAT sort of thing is really far fetched and hard to believe….
There is the planet earth. Then, on planet earth this is this vast anomaly which is disguised so to be invisible. But if one could see it, maybe it would look like a great black hole, a great black hole in the form of a vast hurricane storm system.
…
The last century was full of turmoil, but is nothing in comparison. Though, again, will this storm start to move? Or will it continue so some are simply, relatively quietly, invisibly, brought into it?
I do not know.
But I am already there.
“I will have to contemplate further the notion of God using rogue agents (alone working in isolation). My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.”
I think on this that, well, let me tell you what I think:
My initial response to this is, “well, this is just more fluff”. What I am calling “fluff” is needing specific definition. When I deal with “angels of God” through personas, avatars, virtual constructs made real in reality, I typically am communicating on a dual layer by sheer necessity.
It is exactly like being an undercover agent and having conversations with another undercover agent. There is a dual layer. You keep to cover, but you can throw in some things there while maintaining cover which only you and the other agent you are talking to would understand. In this way, someone else overhearing the conversation would be unable to see the real message, and so real communication going on.
That is how I live and communicate in the majority of time.
If all this was based on some kind of super secret magical spiritual knowledge? It really would be based on no evidence. This is why I do not claim to have secret insights into “what people really mean” or “what they are really saying”, by some kind of spiritual gift. Which spiritual gift you have stated you have. And you may have it! But, if so, I never heard of it anywhere before. I could maybe cobble it together from the gift “spiritual discernment”, but certainly that is not the obvious meaning of the term. So, it would be secret. And it would be super. Because I could then instantly have insight into even the most complicated and new and alien of things anyone might say! So, that definitely would be a nice super power to have!
And it would be magical. As in “black box” technology. How does it work? We do not know. It is a black box. So, it is as ‘technology sufficiently future enough so as to be indistinguishable from magic’.
Just to be clear on that definition, as I think you have stated you see there as being magic like voodoo and such as being literally negative magical powers. I am skeptical on that, though open minded, I have never seen adequate evidence of this.
Can I possibly instantly discern someone’s attitude simply by scanning what they are saying? I suppose that is theoretically possible… but I do not believe this is the right way to approach every conversation, and certainly not adequate evidence to come to strongly negative conclusions (judgments, condemnations are equivalent words here, as well).
Speculative negative opinions? Something else, sure, but…
No, when someone comes to me with something I have never heard before, especially something very deeply involved, I actually feel deeply bound to read and think on what they are saying before I come to any negative judgment.
Obviously, I do not mean here something extremely trivial, which these conversation subject matters are definitively not. On such matters, of course, I am sometimes prone to instantly dismissing such things with kind of an internal, “blah blah blah”. Or, as the popular saying these days of Twitter gore has risen up to say, “TL;DR”, ala, “too long, did not read”.
Though “TD;LR” is extremely rude in these sorts of situations as a response (at best certainly one could just not read), if that was the effective thought put behind it, then certainly that would be the most noble of answers. Rude, sure, but at least good to know the simple truth of the person’s response.
Now, this:
“”I will have to contemplate further the notion of God using rogue agents (alone working in isolation). My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.”
Just to be clear I have been telling you this at least I know since January. So, that would make it at least six months now.
Maybe I never got into all of the details of specific appearance of humanity, of sin, as I did here. But, I certainly did state I have found myself surrounded by angels and they hold to strict and deep covers, even extensive false backgrounds and accompanying “evidence” backing up their false personas.
I certainly would have mentioned some of these appearances as specific, such as appearing as a homeless alcoholic, for instance.
…
So, hypothetically, let me put on my “what if I were you” hat:
It is true, you have been generally vague on your experience with miracles, and miraculous beings, and such. I think in at least one instance you indicated you believed you could spiritually modify reality at a molecular level, and some other such feats. But, you stated this in a way which did not leave me feeling you had ever experienced this, and maybe were not very serious in your statement.
So, hypothetically, you really never have had any strong, direct evidence of God and Heaven, apart from, say, finding illumination within, having the Spirit show you the word and keep the word in your heart, providing you with some level of joy and such.
But, I can’t really state that this is your case, so I will just leave a default, common hypothetical template here. Hypothetically, I come across here, someone who has stated they have witnessed all these manner of great miracles, even to the degree that they have spoken face to face with God in both the flesh and transfigured form… that their family and friends and coworkers are all really – or lot of of them – angels in disguise…
What would my reaction be?
More importantly, what should my reaction be?
Well, this is extremely difficult for me to understand. I do know that I was locked up with extreme prejudice and called “paranoid schizophrenic” by psychiatric doctors after telling them of even the relatively minor miracles I had before my twenties. I can tell you of other reactions I have had, but some would be false and not realistic, and this can therefore be difficult to figure out.
I can tell you that, in my early twenties, I started to read the gospels for the first time, and when I heard that miracles really can and should happen, “even greater things then” what Jesus did at the time he was alive? I wanted that. Badly.
But, I also believed it.
But, let’s stop my history there. Because at that time, just having read it on paper, and having had, sure a lot of really small miracles, and a few big ones… just a few big ones at the time. That is a place I can remember.
If I then came across “me” making such claims? I would be asking all sorts of questions.
I would immediately have to come across a few possible theories.
1. They are mad
2. They are lying
3. They are lying, but doing so because they probably really did do some kind of intelligence work, and probably still doing it. So, this is some kind of cover, some technique of making themselves appear as implausibly as possible a spy. Mind bendingly so. It would be an impressive technique, but I would really have to wonder what the hell kind of intelligence work do they really do, and what the hell kind of intelligence organization do they really work for?
Would I directly confront them? No. Because any theory could be correct.
I have directly confronted people who believed they were Jesus before. I can literally name this twice, and one of them was a very good friend of mine.
The other, just the way the guy was talking, I felt it was clear he secretly believed this. So I finally took him aside in a PM and confronted him. Really did not take much for me to do so. He admitted it.
With my good friend, well, we did have an intelligence relationship. He was an agent I was running. To use the vernacular.
So, we did have that dual communication approach, only as he was not viewed by me as being “inside” and “someone I know” or, as the Mafia likes to say, “one of us”… there was no secret, hidden, underlying “wink wink” or communication ongoing.
Suffice it to say, while I alternated strategies, certainly I was very quick to immediately attack his negative and incorrect ideas. And while he was very open about his claims, I was quick and relentless in attacking those.
This, I believe, was absolutely the correct choice.
But, in this case, between you and me, I have not seen any of this. No questions. Nothing. I feel like when I tell you these things you either already know, and may even know more then I do. Or, you entirely discount it all, and simply evade it all as if I am not really saying anything.
The later certainly keeps up communication, but at what cost?
If I were in your situation, I would be trying to figure out who this guy is, why all of this is happening to him, if it is really happening to him, and what all this means to me and my life. As, I am in the world as he is. Usually in the very same country. Certainly the very same planet.
Or, put another way, you maybe heard this story before: The Soviet Union had many spies watching Axis Japan and Nazi Germany. A few of these spies were very well placed, at least one in Germany, at least one in Japan. They told Stalin before Hitler struck, that he was going to strike. There was severe troop movement. Hitler was gathering his forces at the border. So, this was far from an unreasonable expectation for Stalin.
But, instead, Stalin disbelieved his own spies.
So, yeah, some guy comes to me and starts telling me all these sorts of things? I think I would at least consider the possibility he is telling the truth and not wrong, and investigate the matter further. What if he is right? Might there not be some critical knowledge to get here?
But, then, I have to wager that in this hypothetical scenario, you never went, “Yes, I want to see that”. Maybe, you would take the viewpoint, “it is outside what is before me”, even though God put me in your path, and I have stated many times no one is hearing this message. Maybe you would take the viewpoint, “well, I have seen so many fakes making so many claims, the internet!”
But… frankly? “As in letter, so in person”, Paul once said. I have to tell you nobody in person takes me as a flake. As someone who is not somehow exactly as I have said. I do not carry myself as someone else, even when I am really trying. I do not talk normal, I do not look normal, I do not dress normal.
I mean, further, I have sent you my resume before. While it is true, at one juncture of my life, if someone offered to give me evidence about their person, I often would dismiss it — not even want to look at it. But, that is the very specific situation of dealing with spies. Spies giving me persuasive cover evidence is just that. It would only complicate and confuse me to look at their fake supporting documentation.
So, assuming I am just a truck driver, or whatever, just a computer security guy might as well be, in this hypothetical scenario, I would certainly give you the measure of possibility and check up on evidence you provided that you are neither insane nor lying.
After all if you were so insane, how would you be able to hold a high level job in a highly technical field? How would it be you speak of having a household with a wife of about twenty years and four kids, three living with you? How would you be unable to hide such deep insanity from everyone?
Now, I realize there is fiction floating about that deeply crazy folks have this capacity. This is not nor has it ever been the case. The movie “A Beautiful Mind”, for whatever reason, led some to this conclusion, but it was fictional in that presentation. Yes, he did hide his insanity for a very brief spell, but in general, everyone knew he was insane and he certainly was no longer producing any work.
No, instead, he would sit on a park bench countless hours, or wander the halls aimlessly.
When he did speak, it was always absolute gibberish. Not well thought and rigorous logic in countless areas, but just one big fat speckle of a super massive delusion in another.
Common sense says that, alone. If not the capacity for even the slightest spiritual discernment!
As for lying, I do not think I could consistently hold such a job, family, and make many meaningful posts and responses, if I was such a character as to go about and randomly throw around crazy lies at innocent strangers!
As for all of this being some sort of spy practice or whatever weirdness, well, why not say such a thing! I think I would do that. Despite all of my experiences there, I do not have any evidence anyone has ever considered me a spy. At best, one time when at a security conference, I wore a suit, which drove some drunk kid to claim that this was evidence I was a NSA spy. Which is a conference where people are seeing spies everywhere.
I know, when I have been open with a very few trusted people, they believed me on that stuff. Which means they believed it was as it was, nothing really. A civilian who got caught up in an unusual situation and so by conscience effectively operated as an informant for awhile. Very, very far from what the theory would demand. Some life long deep cover spy actively engaged in some super massive rogue organization.
Finally, there is always the danger of someone speaking about some such things so as to fool others. One could incessently exclaim that they are unspiritual folks who are elaborating experiences, as some line in Scripture states. In a book which is almost entirely elaborating on spiritual experiences. In context, the statement is good, but it clearly does not apply to me.
Because, why would God sorround me with angels if I was some evil moron? Am I some evil moron going about trying to get people to follow me and worship angels? No, I am most certainly not.
And I think anyone can tell that. I do not buy for a second anyone would seriously ever take me as such. Especially not in this sort of forum. Despite this ironic nick here I am kind of stuck with, or the previous one I used.
I can not say I would ever follow anyone. Ask questions, and try and figure out what is going on, yes. Yes, that I would. I would be remiss to ignore something so clearly put in my path otherwise.
But… say, for some unknown reason, I decided to not pry whatsoever into any of that.
Would I still give none of this any deep thought whatsoever? Just blow it all off, without even cursory conscious examinations? No, no, I am incapable of that.
Put another way and cutting to the chase?
I would never and can not now fathom, making this statement, you made just now:
“”I will have to contemplate further the notion of God using rogue agents (alone working in isolation). My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.””
These are NOT rogue agents.
Is this stating I am a rogue agent working in isolation? I have said many times I do not work alone. I have even gone so far as to state many times, that I do nothing on my own. You have encouraged me to go out and do many things, and again and again, I have pointed out that is not how I work because I belong to an organization.
In fact, effectively, your encouragements to ‘go out and just do something’ have been encouragements to effectively go rogue.
So, I have reacted exactly as I am, an agent as a part of a very large, albeit hidden organization. I can be open about this in the very narrow and obscure confines of this forum here, because you pose no threat to me nor the organization. In fact, not even if all the governments of the world aligned against us, would that pose any threat.
If this were a human organization, the reverse would be true, regardless of level of funding and resources. Regardless of how deeply tied into governments this is.
They are angels and this is the Kingdom of Heaven.
It is literally far more official and more government then anything human. In fact, who really does and has been managing human governments? Twenty something human beings with deeply limited skills and knowledge? Because the difference between a sixteen year old, or a twelve year old, or an infant, or a forty year old, or a sixty year old, or even a ninety year old is all moot here. There is no difference in the eyes of the immortals of Heaven. All under a 100 are considered “mere infants” in the future… so, obviously, immortal angels who have at least been around since the beginning of creation certainly consider human beings less then 100 even today (and yesterday) “but as mere infants”!
Would you allow mere infants to really run the world, even in this dark age? No one would do such a thing, far less God and the Kingdom of Heaven!
And this very rumor, this very possibility? It is not new. Human kind, and especially leaders, including such as the “first emporer of China”, and as Julius Caeser, these folks have all known this. They were shown it. The greatest king of Babylon, as accounted by Daniel, he knew this. I do not know if any have not. Many peoples from Native Americans to Chinese have known the governments of the world are really controlled by Heaven.
Just saying. Does not mean it has not still been very secretive and very invisible.
And if the dam is breaking with just one person? Well, you definitely can make your bets today that the whole thing is going to burst, very soon!
But, above all, and finally! If someone makes claims that you do not personally understand? Your best course of action here is to ask questions. Maybe they are right. Maybe they are telling the truth. If you but bring up your problems with what they are saying, they may have answers to provide!
If someone comes to me and claims to be a cop, I am going to ask for their badge. If I need more evidence, I am going to get their badge number and call their office. And I am not going to get that number from them.
What I would not do is pull out a damned gun and shoot them without giving them a chance to prove they are who they were saying they were!
That is inconceivable irresponsibility to me!
As for “My experience to date suggests that whenever an isolating Spirit pops up it is not from the Light.”
What is isolating, where, how? But, I suppose that stands or falls with this bizarre “rogue claim” you are making.
Please do note, in all of this? I am getting a very mixed message from you. If you have been holding back a lot of really negative thoughts about me all along, then I certainly am serving both you and myself by putting you on ignore and going away.
Is that “woe to me” because “what”? “I have preconceived notions about who is ready”. What does that even mean? Ready for what? To accept some very clearly hard to believe statements from someone on the internet whose credentials I have not even bothered to check out? To not just be upfront and go, “Hey, what about this problem with your story”, or “what about that problem with your story”?
I can not fathom not mentioning or asking simple questions. And, in practice, when dealing with either likely malicious actors (spies, government based, whatever), or with likely insane. Sometimes both. I do exactly this.
I have sent out a raven and it has not returned. There is no land. Maybe someday, God will give me a dove to send out, and it will return. As it stands, it certainly does appear that the land is not yet uncovered from the flood of ignorance and strife, of delusion and deception.
Likely, then, I think the only conclusion I can come to here, as I have never believed your stories about your job, is you are some manner of investigative agent of some organization, from some country, somewhere. Somehow latched onto me, and persisting. Not unusual, definitely happens. You could be a private dick working for some corporation. I am sure my statements could be taken out of context and, coupled with my resume, be sold so that one could keep receiving whatever paltry and sad paycheck one receives.
I would, personally, never be so stupid as to take me as someone who is anything but what I have been saying. At best, I might be persuaded that they are working with some manner of deep and scary organization. But, that is me. I am not some beat cop working for some rinky dink organization operating across national lines online, who was given zero training, and has zero meaningful experience or background.
Which is about the only conclusion I can come to here. Speaking hypothetically.
I can not see any other way, that a normal everyday Joe truck driver who is no angel and never has had any experience with celestial beings, much less ever spoken face to face in person with Jesus… could possibly respond in such ways.